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For once.
but i know I never will… at least, not as anything more than your best friend…
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if you asked me why i like you,
i wouldnt have an exact answer, because to be honest, there isnt a real reason why i do. theres just something about you. your personality, the way you smile, or your humor. something about you catches my attention & draws me near you. but obviously. i have no chance. not good enough, i`m never good enough.
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asian languages
- chinese: ching chang chong
- korean: chinghae chanmnida chongsayo
- japanese: chingneko changdesu chongkawaii
- viet: chingbuc changbuc chongbuc
- filipino: PUUTANGG INAAAA MOOOOO!!!! JKSDVNOJBFNFL
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today’s a good day. :) no heartbroken rants or philosophical contemplation. today, my mind is as clear as the smile on my face.
“With the Night go the Dreams”
apparently, it’s a Russian proverb. which is funny because when I think of Russia, I think of proletarian turnip farmers.
“with the night go the dreams”. as you escape that which fills you with dread, you lose that which gives you hope. there is no need for dreams in the sun just as there is no need for hope in the good times in life. as your dreams leave you, reality takes its place. but reality is a funny thing. it will drag you down just as quickly as it will pick you up. just because your dreams aren’t guaranteed, does not mean your dreams aren’t possible. keep dreaming. especially when the dream feels right.
some emotions just don’t want to be kept in. they will kick and scream and fight their way from your heart to your mouth. and if your mouth refuses to move, it will go to your head and that’s were it really fucks you up. it twists your thoughts, your memories. with love comes pain. especially if that love goes unannounced, unsaid, unheard. I so desperately want to tell her. but I know I’ll only end up getting hurt again. damned if I do, damned if I don’t. one-sided love is an ongoing battle inside your head. it screams for freedom and demands to be released. and if you do not submit, it will bring out the worst of memories. memories which were buried and meant to be forgotten. but it will drag those memories into the light, torturing you with things you didn’t want to think about. making you think that maybe if you give it what it wants, the pain will go away. but you know it won’t. those memories will keep coming back and there’s nothing you can do about it but pretend the events never happen, nothing you can do but lie to yourself like that’s somehow magically going to make it all right. when the emptiness and loneliness gets the best of you, the emotions react. bad memories turn into nightmares. and the memories you once reached out to for comfort seem to be torn from history. those memories you held dear, came to rely on, they’re as invisible as you are to th one you love but does not love you back. and yet I keep fighting on as if the future will be brighter someday even though I know things will never change. she hurts me and she’ll never know how much she does. but at least she’s happy, right? that’s the lie we tell ourselves when in reality, you yearn to be happy yourself. you can’t see yourself with anyone else because it feels so perfect. like that love story you always wanted. and the worst part is knowing that if it did happen, it wouldn’t be the love story of your dreams. you know that it will have its ups and downs and you’re more than prepared to go through them. but you know that they haven’t even thought about it. it hasn’t even crossed their minds while you torture yourself over them. unspoken love is a caged beast, angry and unrelenting against its cage and captor.
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